My Only True Love

I have loved you from the beginning.
From the first day we met.
I promise you, that day,
I will never forget.

That moment I will always remember,
When I first saw your face.
I didn't want to say goodbye,
Or leave that crowded place.

But I knew the night had to end,
And I kept asking myself why.
But then I got something I wanted from you.
One special hug goodbye.

I thought I would never get to talk to you again.
I thought I lost it all.
But then I was very surprised,
When I got that special call.

It sounded like you had feelings for me too,
From everything you said.
Ever since that night,
You have never left my head.

I thought for sure you would be mine.
You even told me so.
But five months have gone by and that hasn't happened.
And yet I still can't let you go.

I know I will probably never have a chance with you.
Of that I am aware.
But you will never know,
How much I truly care.

We are both seeing other people,
But you are always still in my mind.
And honestly I think,
You are the only true love I could fine.

This poem is meant for you, Silas.
Every word of it is true.
So believe me when I say,
I love you!