Fate...

As u left my arms tonight...
I walked home crying...
I knew it was over...
So i should stop trying...

As I plan carefully that night...
About what to do...
I think about the memories...
And hold my pillow thinking it was you...

I decided to write this poem...
To tell you how I feel...
I'm going to commit suicide...
And i'm telling you that this is real...

I'm going to hang myself...
Because that's the only thing I can think of...
I know that i'm going to die...
But your always going to be the one I cherish and love...

I cry my heart out...
And the tears fall from my eyes...
I knew I love u...
Because my feelings for you wasn't a lie...

As I lay in heaven...
I watch over the love of my life...
As you cry your nights away...
I knew it was wrong to take my life...

As I watch your every move...
I see you writing a letter...
Then you pulled out the rope...
Hoping things will get better...

I seen you put the letter on your bed...
As I read what you said...
You hung yourself...
Then you and me were both dead...

The letter you wrote said,
"I want to be with the love of my life...
Because he is waiting for me in heaven...
I need to be with him, because I want to be his wife...

As I met you by the gates of heaven...
I seen your beautiful face smile...
You showed me that you really do love and care for me...
Doing this made it all worthwhile...

As I thought to myself...
As I seen you by the gate...
This is only the beginning of our love...
And we must be here because of fate...