Homesick in my Heart

I didn't really know what to write about
So I decided to write about you
You've been my topic of choice a lot
But I think it's time for something new

Your face pops up when I'm thinking
And when I'm reading or when I sleep
You've clouded my mind for way too long
And I've dived in way too deep

I don't even talk to you now
I feel homesick in my heart
To devote your life to someone for so long
And in an instant your suddenly apart

People say that the first cut
Is the deepest of them all
I hope that some day I'll heal
And get back up after this fall