Because of him

My whole world fell apart that day
The day that he just walked away
He left me confused and on my own
Now I'm getting on with life all alone
I can't live like this much longer
Surely getting through it should make me strong
But I'm more weaker now that I've ever been
At the moment I'm just not what i seem
Deep inside I'm not over him, I'm just lonely and sad
I blew the only chance i ever had
I haven't been truly happy since that day
he broke my heart and its stayed that way
I learned to wear a mask, disguise the real me
I guess it didn't work people started to see
the way i really am, i just feel so low
Its obvious now its beginning to show
Inside my heart i feel so down
Every smile is fake, the truth is a frown
I can't help how i feel,love is what i need
I need protection and a relationship to succeed
But i don't get what i want and wishes don't come true
coz the only thing i really want is love and happiness thats true