From the day that i turned seven I've always had a story to tell.
But this is the sad story of a girl looks to heaven because she's done lived through out the hell.
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Nothing good ever came to her besides her dreams which were like heaven.
But yet all of that changed on 2005 march the seven.
She really believed he cared for her; until his friend told her the truth.
Lies that finally came out.
She wanted nothing to do with him.
For he had proved that she was right about being fat, ugly, and oppressed.
Yet she couldn't stop her feelings though she tried her best.
She wanted more then anything to just break down and cry.
Until he showed up in her life and said his friend had lied.
When he came back in her life her feelings for him came back as well.
Yet that is a different story that has yet come to tell.
Still she tried her best to hide what laied for him inside.
Still she couldn't help the way she felt.
She loved him so much that she could cry.
Yet he told her quite loving him because to his feelings for her he said goodbye.
Then came a night when she had kissed him and really wondered why.
Why had she kissed him?
Why had he returned the kiss?
So many questions going through her mind but why had he returned it?
She never did ask him he problem didn't know.
Maybe it was just a kiss as friends but still it hurt her so.
She just wished that he could see for him to realize.
How much she wanted to be with him and be right by his side.
But no matter what she did it never seemed enough.
because she couldn't seem to compete with all the skinny people and stuff.
She finally got it threw her head "He'll never care for me."
That she was never good enough and probably never would be.
That the closes she would get to him was enough to be his friend.
In her mind it was good enough but her feelings wouldn't end.
Her mind said just forget.
Her heart said don't let go.
She had fallen deep in love with him.
How much he could never know.
She wanted to tell Jose so badly how she felt.
So she started rhyming words and this is what she felt.:
I love you more then you could now and words could tell.
I've always said love wasn't for me, but look how hard i fell.
I just want you to know that I'll probably love you to my end.
Signed the way you wanted it.
From:
Mica/ Your friend
