The way I feel

I can't feel
not sure of whats real
or whats fake
all I know is im a mistake
told that again and again
by my mom and a friend
but her friend couldn't tend to her needs
so for him she let the rules bend
seem like everyday
he piss me off in a different way
he's dysletic
that type of man won't be respected
she be neglected
father no good to anyone and he has the audacity to call me his lil one
but he's not my father
im tryna learn to let go of drama