The words you once spoke

I see my mistake
Telling you how I feel
I see what I shouldnt have done
The way I should now deal
Im sorry if I hurt you
Im sorry if you cared
Im sorry if you donâ??t believe
But my heart really was there
You didnt see my reaction
When you said you had run your race
I didnt want it all to end
I didnt want you to go
I didnt want the love I felt for you
All to get up and flow
But the words that you had said to me
The words that you so carefully chose
They scared my life
They scared my dreams
They scared my hopes
I had once held
But im not going to let that get me
Im not going to let myself down
Because im sick of holding myself back
From all the love I could have
From all the ones that care
From all the ones I know want me there
The strange feeling is
I dont care anymore
You can tell me what you want
But im not getting marked by the words
You had said to me
For now is my chance to get up and shine
So the world can see what is mine