Loving you

I go on each day loving you
but you'll never know
you go on thinking i love someone else
when its only you my heart aches for
i tell you i love him
when truly my heart will always belong to you
i cry myself to sleep
b/c i know that i keep pushing you away
i want to tell you everything
but i can't find the words
when i think of maybe telling you
my heart does flips
and i get weak in the knees
your all i think about
your all i talk about
your everything to me
and you'll never know
while each day i go on loving you more and more
and hide it from the world

*to my love, you know who u r! (hint, hint, read 5th to last line)