Im ok i promise

I know i say its ok
i know i say it doesnt bother me
it really doesnt
but i have fallen for you
i have fallen hard
it never hit me till now
i never realized
how much i really care
it doesnt hurt
to hear about the past
its really just the present
i wish you could care for me
the way you care for her
she doesnt know
how lucky she is
i want you to be happy
so i let you go
i waited too long
my nervousness ruined me
it broke my heart
i cant believe im sayin this
i cant believe
that it might be true
could it be
am i in love
no no its impossible
its far to soon
i could never admit it
at least not to you
not to your beautiful face
i couldnt bare
to see the look i would get
to see you watch me cry
as i sadly say goobye
with my broken heart
but i think to say
i dont love you
would be a lie

im sorry if this hurts you i really dont want it to i just had to get it out some how but i know you will see it... so im sorry but im glad were still friends