Feeling weird...

I love you,
or I don't.
I need you,
or I won't!

i don't know where to stand,
what to do or what to say,
will these feelings end?
now, tomorrow...any day?

I can't imagine a life without you,
although something inside broke,
neither can I imagine my life with you,
i'm in an emotional stroke!

make my love for you grow stronger,
or let it fade away?
Have this pain last longer,
or finally accept my heart passed away?

Why do I feel like there's no second chance,
like you were the one and only,
and it ended in a glance,
leaving me alone and lonely!

Do you even hear me?
Do you understand what I'm going through?
Or do you find unworthy,
that I am still so attached to you?

I don't know what to do or what to say,
I don't know what to think or where to stand.
I just wish the pain goes away,
to a far away land!!!