Afraid to let go (C)

by xxamberxx   Mar 18, 2006


I remember the day i met you
I was drunk and looked a state
I didn't even know you
But I hugged you, and we became mates

And then it was months later
When I saw what all other girls saw
A nice, caring gentle person
I began to care for you more

I was much too scared to tell you
Because I know I'm not your type
You're a skater, I'm a chav
And I didn't think, you'd think it was right

I was in a very bad relationship
And you were there when I needed a friend
I trusted you with everything
In you I began to totally depend

I remember we were out one day
And you hugged me cos i was cold
I kissed you and you kissed me back
And from there things took a hold

We slowly fell in love with each other
And things were as good as they could get
But then you said you loved someone else
Someone you didn't know I'd met

You told me that you loved us both
But you split up with me anyway
You said I was the perfect girl
But she was perfect for you in every way

I guess it's true that opposites,
Sometimes last but hardly ever
So now it's time to repeice my heart
And put it back together

But just days after all of this
You're asking to start seeing me instead
And stupidly because I love you
I didn't think I just said yes

And now another month down the track
Your doing it again
Telling me you love me
But messaging n texting your female friend

You've admitted that you like her
And to be honest I just saw red
For the first time in my life
It was you I wanted dead

I kept on blaming the girls
But everyone of them said the same thing
You were doing all the chasing
And they literally running

And do ya know what, i believe em
Cos your lies are going way beyond
But hey I'm still with you
Even though I know my decisions wrong

I'm hoping that in time to come
You will of realized what you've got with me
But deep down I know you never will
But I find it hard to break free

I can't believe you've changed so much
Turned into such a player
But I know with my heart and soul
I'm the stupid one cos I'm the stayer

So I'll put up with your bullshit
And pretend to believe your lies
And in about a month or so
Write another poem about my cries

So to any girls out there
Who's suffering like I am now
Please be stronger than I was
And get out while you still can

If you really love someone
As hard as it may be
If they are playing you
Don't just try, make sure you get up and leave

I know one day your gonna hurt me
But I'm praying it's not just yet
My decision to stay with you
Is the worst one that I've made yet

So this goes out for everyone to read
To all you players too
Treat your girl or guy good
Before you make them blue

Have a good time with your life
Don't settle down too young
You have got your whole lives
To live be free, and strong

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Copyright 2006 (C)

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