I wish things didn't have to be this way,
that we could be together.
I wish I could tell you how much I still love you.
every time you come ova my crib,
and I have to say good by nd I hug you,
I wish I could kiss you nd tell you how much I love you.
I don't know y but my heart just refuses to heal,
to forget your touch,
your kisses so gentle nd caring,
your love.
I don't know y but I cant nd don't wanna forget you,
all i can hope is you feel the same bout me.
All i can do is wish you'll be back in my arms soon,
to hear you say i love you again.
i wont Deni my heart ,
and i wont even try to Deni that i still love you.
of all the people in mt life i loved,
it was you i loved the most.
you were the one that lifted me up wen i was down,
and wiped away my frown.
what i wouldn't do to have you back.
i loved you nd i still do,
your the one that kept me sane,
but now I'm fighting wit myself to just get through the day.
i promised you i wouldn't take my life,
but every day it gets harder to keep that promise,
the more i without you the more i feel life ain't worth living.
but i don't let anybody see that,
because i don't want there sympathy,
i don't want there advice.
every night i cry my self to sleep.
wen i got to sleep i smile at a place i call my dream,
nd wake up mad at a place i call my hell on earth.
sure i laugh but it never reaches my eyes,
i look happy but i really ain't.
deep in my heart,
i know i wont ever stop loving you.
oh how i wish i could stop loving you,
but i cant nd wont try to.
