Euthanasia

I call you up bright and early
Even though your not mine
Why did you even leave me behind?

To go from your lovey
To best friend
How do I make that mend?

You say I’m the best
You say I’m always here
but why can’t I be always there?

Why do they call it falling in love
When it happens you do not drop
you are caught in a hot spot.

When your heart shatters
Then you fell into a cold platter.
Then you said what the matter is

I hear you say
You’re my best friend
Your always there
It seems that your way over there

I remember every day
All the times we use to play
Cuddle and tickle
and pretend to spaz

You say we still can
Because were best friends

Hearing these words
Puts me in hell
For I feel that I fell

The only one
To the only friend
Hurts my life
Please make it end

I wish euthanasia were a choice
or maybe a simple suicide.

you say there still maybe a chance
So I wait at home every day
Just to see if it is that day.