Feel the way i feel

We were friends,
we were lovers,
we were everything to one another.

but now were not together,
we don't even speak,
every thing's so dark,
"do u even miss me?"

i wonder sometimes
why we ever broke up
it feels like I'm dying
and deep inside I'm crying

i miss u as a lover
but mostly as a friend
why do i even bother
because i know u want it to end

but cant we still be friends
or is that just to hard
our hearts could be cleansed
and we'll be able to restart

we'll begin a new friendship
and start from scratch
maybe even a new relationship
with no old feelings attached

but thats just a maybe
maybe u just don't love me
but I'm still head over heels
and i want you to feel the way i feel

this is dedicated to Joshua Bishnow from Manda: i miss u baby