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by estefany Mar 24, 2006 category : Love, romance / love is
I never thought that when i said yes my whole life was going to change. At first i thought that "cool i have a boyfreind" but after a while things changed. My heart ,my mind, my everything was just on him, but once i realized it was just a dream. Everytime we hugged and kissed i thought and felt like our love was stronger but it was only weaker. When i cried every night i thought it was because i was happy to be with you but now i cry because yiu hurt me. I always dreamed of finding my prince charming and loving me forever but that is just a fairytail because you will never find someone like that. I never thought love was so hard,according to my freinds having a boyfriend is cool and easy to get. But now i realize love is just a waist of time, its just to hurt you, to make you cry and to feel like love is never real. I had an experience like this and now i know that love is not the best thing to have. Maby later when im older i\'ll change the way i think, but for now...i just want to be free!!
by estefany
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