Wondering

Broken inside
a heart torn in two
sitting there wondering
what did u do

mad because of
all the things u lack
sad because u know
they wont take u back

begging god for that
second chance
but hes not willing
to give romance

wondering how your life
will ever be the same
because that one person
had to change the game

not knowing what to do
first or last
when all u really want
is to go back to the past

back to when that person
was with u and everything was ok
i would give anything
to go back to that day

watching all the memories
go by so fast
wishing and praying
that they will forever last

wishing that person
would know how u feel
wondering if all they'd say
is "big deal"

not knowing where to turn
or how many tears to cry
because the person u used to
turn to just wants u to die

wondering y all ur happy feelings
had to go away
wishing that person
had been there to stay

dreaming of the day
they'll some back to u
wishing that someday
that dream will come true

thinking about how much u loved them and wondering y they had to go
so many small things
that u just want to know

thinking about how
they r gone
wondering how
u'll ever move on...