I'm not over u

It's been a whole month.
How come I'm not over u?.
I'm not in so much pain as i was but i have moments.
I only wish u could see how much i still hurt when i see you and her together...open up your pretty brown eyes and see my pain.
If only i could tell u how i really feel but i doubt u listen u'd look the other way.
I'd make things right if i could have another chance but i don't see that happing.
We lock eyes for a split second but u all ways look away.
I know u don't feel as strongly about me as i do about u but i wish u could take all the feelings i have away.
Hold me one last time....god i would kill for u to hold me run your hands down my back and squeeze me tight making me feel safe and secure.
But...I'll have to deal with this and in time i know the pain will subside and I'll be able to look at u with out any feelings at all but I'll have to wait cause I'm really not over u.

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