Best to let go of this...

Really long but it explains everything that happens and please comment because i feel so bad about this because we broke up and then he dates some other girl that same day and i really do like him a lot

i thought i didn't like you
but when i lost you i knew that wasn't true
i cried myself to sleep Friday night
holding my stuff animal bear really tight
rubbing it's neck and hair as i did for you
why am i hurt so much and feeling blue?
i called you Saturday as i was taking a walk
you were at Annie's house you couldn't talk
i text you and asked if you guys were going out
your answered yes and i screamed and shout
when we were together you said you didn't like her
now to you I'm going to become a blur
i told you to call me back when you got home
when you call i kept crying and got tears all over my phone
i tried to explain the way i felt the best i could
i told myself i can't let you go but i know i really should
we got into a big fight
now i know we won't ever make things right
i called you every hour of the night
you didn't answer once for me
i knew i should stop and let you be
i talked to you a little bit in the morning
everyone says when I'm upset I'm so boring
Kayla called you to see if you were home
you said you weren't and you couldn't talk on the phone
i went aniline to read the e-mail that you sent me back
i read it and all my feelings started to unpack
tears were rolling down my eyes
i knew you were always telling me lies
I'm sorry for hurting you that way
i wish i could be back with you today
but now i know you love her so
now its time to let you go
when i was listening to stick with you you started to cry
i kept asking myself why
you said you weren't and you had to go
but i wasn't going to go with your flow
you said you were sorry and you really miss me
but its to late now we won't ever be
i got to let you go its for the best
but just remember you were always better than the rest