You are a friend
i value so much
a friend i treasure in my heart
a friend i want to hold,
and don\'t want to lose,but
i long to keep forever
for deep in my heart
there\'s a special feeling,
a secret desire,a secret love
that my heart longs to shout!
i wish you to love me back,
not as a friend but as a
sweetheart........
i wrote this poem two years ago when i started to feel this secret desire for my bestfriend!!! gosh i feel like ive cheated him!!!!he don't know his my everything everytime he told me about his girlfriend my heart torn into pieces but what can i do thats my role in his life to listen to his story!!!!
now his geting married and i guess i have to move on!!!!
know what im the first one who saw the engagement ring!!!!
isn\'t it sad?!?
Gosh his already married.....don't know what to do.....im so sad deep inside i dont even have someone to talk to.........but know what! he visit me 1day after the wedding....he cares for me a lot......
