When I begin to look at you
I start to grip my chest.
The way you do everything,
Seems to be so perfect.
But the way you treat me
Makes me feel unbelievably unwanted.
You hug me like I mean something to you,
But really you don't give a shit.
You tell me that you love me,
But inside you really hate me.
You hold me like you never want to let me go,
But when I tell you that I love your embrace,
You're quick to let me go.
You say I can come to you when I need a shoulder to cry on,
But when I come, you run in fear of closeness.
How am I supposed to read these signs?
Should I still love you,
Or should I despise you?
