At last i Am in love

One day we had a conversation,
About how each other deserved the best,
But still we kept it secret,
We didn't want to be put to the test.

You told me how I would find someone,
Who would really treat me right,
But what I didn't tell you,
Was that it was you I dreamt about at night.

I hid away my feelings,
By saying it was a shame you were a mate,
You took that as I didn't like you
But I blame that on fate.

We both moved on to someone else,
That's the reason I was never about,
It hurt to see you together,
Until that night it all came out.

We both were drunk and things were said,
And at last the truth was known,
But still that night you were back with her,
And I was all alone.

I never thought you would break up,
I thought she would fight it through,
Until that night you rang and said,
You needed someone to talk to.

When you told me it was over,
It came as a bit of a surprise
All I wanted to do was kiss you,
And look into your eyes.

But I stopped myself from doing so,
After all you was upset,
It made me feel so guilty,
When she asked for my help on the net.

When I cuddled up to you round my Gran's,
After a phone call had made me cry,
I realised I was where I wanted to be,
That maybe, we could give it a try.

But still I didn't want to kiss you,
I didn't know what you would do,
I didn't know if you were ready for it,
Or if you wanted me to

At last I just did it,
It was either then or never,
And that was when I thought,
Fate had brought us back together

Now it's been just over a month,
And at first I admit it was tough,
But at last we are making a go of things,
And at last I am in love.