I be waiting

I wake up to thoughts of you,
Wondering what is going through your head,
Do I still matter? Do you think of me?
I long for the day, hoping, wanting, longing,
to be with you again, My heart aches , my tears
flow, I feel as if half of me is gone, its almost as if
I am morning you daily, Like you are no more,
as if you had actually died.

But you are still here, and so am I.
I try to stay strong , but the hurt runs so deep,
its almost endless, and when it comes right down
to it, I know with everything I am that, we were meant to be
We are soul mates, We both felt it, but you ran, almost afraid to be loved
so completely, so deeply, so honestly, just for you, you go run, I will be
waiting , until the end of my time.......I wont run , I will wait, forever, for you,
cus i love you .............