Aww hunni, I know exactly what you mean. I know you can't see your own beauty, your mirror shows you a reflection that only you can see. What we all see is a beautiful girl, who is messing up her own life, and who can't make it alone....and how do I know??? This is waht I hear every day, but I am just like you, I don't see my beauty, I only see FAT and how UGLY I am, I hate myself so much....But I wish that you didn't, cause I don't want any one to feel the same pain that I do, or to go through the same hell as me....Wish that I could help you in some way, but I can only be here for you...I love you girl and I hope you get the help that you need, so you can be happy and free form ED

LYLAS - Sabrina