Finding me

Did you not notice when i lost my way
maybe you werent really with me when i talked to you each day
i was right there torn, confused, slowly dying infront of you
i hoped you would see my need, i hoped your love was true
but you never saw into my soul
you could never offer that hand to make me whole
maybe i was hard to read, i kept all dark thoughts inside
i wanted to tell you everything, but instead i let it hide
so i kept my smile and laughed with you, but alone id cry
then one day you moved away and the days just slowy past by
sometimes i wouldnt hear from you, your new life was to busy for me
id just sit alone and think about how things used to be
i know you told me to be good, but i just kept losing sleep
i needed something to help me from these secerts i today still keep
i told you once, and you were mad
i said i wouldnt do it again, i lied to keep you glad
you had problems and worries of your own, i didnt want to bother you with mine
im sorry, im scared of what you gonna say, but no matter, ill love you forever even if it means dyin
i wish i couldve told someone, i dont know if its too late
but whatever happens i guess its just my fate