Will I ever find you?

I'm sitting outside, in the front yard.
I feel the wind that is so alive.
I look up the sky and wonder, when will i find a love pure and that feels right. When will i meet a boy that cares for me, who's smile will bring happiness, who's arms are gonna give me comfort...who's lips are gonna keep me alive, who's eyes r gonna tell me its all alright ...I come bak to reality and think ....will i ever find a love like that....unconditional love that only movies got....Will I ever find you ? Will i ever have you?

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