Not What You Want Me To Be

by jessica(i love you ry)   Apr 2, 2006


I wanna be a supermodel
but I'm too fat
I'm not skinny enough
they want me to take diet pills
acquire a disease such as anorexia or bulimia
but Ive been there done that
so I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be
i just want to be loved
i want someone to call me beautiful
a relationship for all the right reasons would be nice
i dont want boys to think of me as just sex
my breast are too small my butts to big
my tummy is not flat enough
and i love food
so once again I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be
i wear makeup because i can it makes me feel accepted and not so ugly anymore
Ive done the drugs marijuana was the choice for awhile it made me forget i wasn't popular or that i didn't have any friends
so I'm so freakin sorry I'm not what you want me to be
the heartbreak has always been a constant battle it is so disappointing to know that I'm not what you want me to be
more and more is see girls becoming pregnant not knowing what to do
with big decisions comes big responsibility
so I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be
so say what you will say what you may
so give me rules and give me guidelines
i will only throw them out the window
and i will laugh in your face
and one more time say I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be

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