Not sure what to do(HELP)

I\'m not really sure what to say about this one.... just that i\'m jealous that you are ready to go all the way with your boy... and my girl just seems to be slipping farther and farther off from me..
i know i should wish you the best in your decision....
but i just feel really sad that you feel loved that way... and i dont.... i know that is a really horrible thing for me to say... and that i\'m acting like a complete selfish butthead... but i\'m just f.u.c.k.i.n.g depressed right now... i wish i had what you had.... but in a more complete way... i wish my girl would except me, and show me how much she loves me.. through words... because we dont have actions right now.... we live a little ways apart, and we dont have the privalage to see each other. she just doesnt want to work... and it seems like i\'m doing all the leg work.... and i\'m getting so tired of it... i just wish that love wasnt this hard to keep... i know inside that it shouldnt be... that if two people truely loved eachother it would come with an ease... i\'m just afraid of letting go.... cuase i think that i wont be able to find anyone else out there for me....

i rmable to much i\'m sorry... agian your poetry is so honest... it makes me want to write my whole life story the way you write your feelings out..... you just have a way of understanding and finding the exact words to express exactly how you feel.... and it just amazes me... you are so awesome...
and whatever happens i hope it\'s for the best...

your really talkative friend,
phil

When the time is right it will happen, no rush to do anything. You know what i have said to ya babe.

Luv ya'z xx Andy

Ur bf will wait if u tell im... i love ya.. plz talk2me

Hun i know u hate me but follow your heart and do what u feel is right
sorry i cant be of more help
xoxo robyn

Hey that thing it wasn't true... despite my wishes that it were... i know you think u need me but... idk.... as far as this poem goes.... once u lose it u cant get it back and remember how special it is... if u and i r thinking of the same thing then ur bf will wait until ur ready even if that means yrs because he loves u and not just for ur body. I am still alive I love u... i hope u do the right thing... for ur sake!
Kat