alive in death

About alive in death

i'm the awkward guy who does everything wrong.
maybe once in a great while i would say something that fits perfectly but dont count on it.
i grew up in ohio and indiana. my mom raised me by herself till i was ten. then she married a abusive alcholic. i have a dad who only cares about money and peace.
i'm homeless.
my parents wont let me stay at there house cause my stepdad said that if i do he'd start drinking againe.
my hearts desire is to have restoration in my family, and to throw away the shit thats been happening.
when i cant do anything to help them i feel useless.
this is why i care so much for the fatherless, i want to have a youth ministry. there's not enough where i'm from, and when i was down i was left to myself to make ends meet.
i just wish that we could all set aside our differences, and stop the pushing, the dividing. everything that causes discord.
it's so useless when we do this.

Profile of alive in death

  • Age : 19
  • Gender : Male
  • Country : USA, Ohio
  • Joined : Jan 13, 2006
  • Last Visit : 14 years ago
  • Poems : 162
  • Comments : 70
  • Quotes : 0
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Latest Poems By alive in death

  • I am sick with denial
    confused by the years of what has controlled me...

  • If there was ever a day
    that was never under the weight...

  • We would all like to appear as if we are not what...
    but the image within is not as easily projected...

  • Ingrained within me
    a flesh and bone will...

  • There's no use in listening...
    everything i say is in vain...