Stats

I fell for you in kindergarten
Now a freshman
my feelings are the same
I know you love numbers
I know you love stats
theses are the ones you\'ve left with me
6 years of torchure
3 of thriving pain
You left me with a total of 9 years that you were never mine
Those are MY sats and I deal with them every night
For six years you:
You stabbed at my heart
like stitches being torn apart
made me afraid to look at you
not knowing what my eyes could reveal
Still you found away to catch my eye during each day
You never passed me a note
Although you always passed me that one s,ile
Thats all you ever had to do
I have a feeling that you knew that too
You knew that your smile melted my heart and turned my knees to jello
You always knew you were the only one able to make me that weak
3 years without you
you\'d think i\'d be pleased
no more heart melting smiles
No more heaven burning love
No more stabbing and starring
Fianlly my heart can rest
I don\'t see you everyday
My heart isn\'t being ripped from my chest
Now i think about you every night I have tears on my cheeks instead
It wasn\'t that bad after awhile
I didn\'t have to see you
No constant reminder
I pusheed you from my mind
Hidden are my feelings deep inside
After nine long years of pain
I see you one day
You recognize me
And walk my way
Smiled that same heart melting smile from way back when
All the same it melts my heart and makes my knees weak
You bluntly say you love me
I can\'t believe my ears
Love since kindergarten
Striaght through all these years
This is what I wanted
Still i turn and walk away
The sparkle and truth in your eyes scare me
I know you are sincere
It pains me so much to know this is how you really feel
I know that in the end we will destruct
So I must prevent the worst
After nine years of waiting
I\'ve had plenty of time to try to define thatword we call love
Now my conclusion has come to this i\'m sure
Once both have given in to this feeling
this time bomb we call love starts ticking
I don\'t want you to get hurt
I\'m giving up on us
So this time bomb won\'t erupt
Now safe from danger
You and i are stopped if it dosen\'t begin
It cannot end
Pain has forfieted this end
Yet my heart is still deteriating