Dieng in my dreams... :(

In dreams of which I'm dieing,
are the best Ive ever had,
in you in which I'm relying,
I've never felt so sad.

I'll always remember those days,
when we have had our fun,
but now those days are over,
and new ones have begun.

i remember how it happened,
right on Halloween,
you told me you didn't love me,
and the spaces in between.

In dreams of which I'm dieing,
are the best I've ever had,
in you of which I'm relying,
I've never felt so sad.

Sometimes I've fell to the point,
as of which is today,
when i felt like dying,
then you'd slip away,

So now I'd like to say goodbye
to my friends and my dreams,
i get a knife and slit my throat,
and fall right to my knees,

In dreams of which I'm dieing,
are the best I've ever had,
in you of which I'm relying,
I've never felt so sad.

~~I feel this way and this i hope will come true some day since already half is :'(~~