Yesterday

Yesterday I did the stupidest thing
I picked up the phone and called you
Who knew I had it in me
To tell you that I love you

As I waited for your reply
You said thats good to know
I guess I should have known the reason why
But now I feel so low

I waited one year to tell you this
But look you dont even care
And now I have to bare
All the pain that I feel inside

I dont know if my heart can ever let go
Of something that I thought was real
I dont know if my mind will ever forget
All the memories of you

Why cant I just move on?
And forget you ever came into my life
Because if I know that you dont care
Why am I still holding on?

Yesterday felt like a dream
But when I woke up in the morning
I realized that it was all real
And a tear fell down my cheek

First love is hard
Because its the first time in your life that you feel complete
You feel that you can withstand anything
But now that your gone I feel so empty and lost

Now you feel so far away
Maybe this means its time to forget
I still dont hate you
But maybe the day will come that I will

So its all up to me
Should I erase your memory?
Or should I keep thinking
That someday I will be with you?