I hate the way i love you

Hate the way i miss you
the times when you're not here
and i hate the way i think of you
wishing you're thinking of me to
i hate the way I'm happy
as soon as i hear your voice
and i hate the way i feel for you
its like i just dont have a choice
i hate the way i need you
when you're not even there
and i hate the way i trust you
you know everything about me
once again i hate the way i love you
you're everything in this life i need
but most of all i hate the way i lost you without you I'm like a plant without its seeds

this poem means alot to me its about my boyfriend that i was with for almost 2 years but were now back together :) yay :)