Another Mistake

How do i tell him?
Where do i start?
If I don't tell him soon,
My world will fall apart.

He's always there for me
Understands how I feel.
Keeps me from the dreaded knife
Makes my life seem so real.

When he looks at me
My world just explodes
He doesn't care that I'm a pain snail
With a very heavy load.

He's just perfect
in every way.
Ive let him know my feelings before
But they were never as strong as they are today.

This time is different,
I regret some of the things Ive said in the past
But now that they have been said
I'm scared our friendship wont last.

OK i admit it,
I think I'm in love
And i don't care if you don't like me the same,
In my eyes you have been sent from above.

There my secrets out
Now things are never going to be the same
I'm going to loose you i know it
And it will be me I have to blame.

You'll forget about me,
find somebody new
Tell me that your sorry
But our friendship is through

Ill be left in the dark
My world torn in two
With no one to help,
Because when i was down i always turned to you.

Loving you is like cutting my wrists
I'm happier the more i make my feelings elucidate
But when i leave the wounds to heal
I know that Ive made another mistake