Her Unbroken Vow

Starting again torn to pieces one more time

shreds of me litter my once perfect room

now it is nothing but my sanctuary

from the world thats out to get me

regrettably a way out i cant see

looking a the world through a crack

no longer one of the crowd

i fell from the ranks

in a fiery blaze of hate and resentment

now ill never be accepted

leaving me traumatized and tormented

the feelings overwhelming

like a tidal wave of emotion

drowning me in my sorrow

nothing but a sad shell remains

a reminder of what i used to be

if i turn the page over theres nothing but

a torn blood soaked recording of my

days events

and as i shut my mind

looking up stareing at

my walls with a vacant look of desperation

and innocents unaware of the evilness i have written

on my once white canvass

her names there somewhere i know

written to constantly remind of the love

i still have but i cannot subject her to the
creature i have become

i walk to my window smash the pane and scream

with all my might and painful tone of voice

"HOW CAN SHE LOVE ME FOR WAT I AM?"

"WHEN YOU ALL HATE ME?"

as my voice fades to nothing but a pathetic cry

she can i think cos she once told me that no matter

what i did no matter what i became or how i treated her

she would be there to keep me stable

but she couldn't and now i am nothing
she once knew

but as i cry my self to sleep

i hear a trembling voice out side my now broken window

"because i love you"

PLZ VOTE IT ONLY TAKES A FEW SECONDS AND MEANS ALOT TO ME THANK YOU XXXXXXXXXXXX