Love & a Bottle of Vodka

As the years go by
And this girl grew
With this young boy
She always knew

That they would be
Best friends till the End
But she didn't know
What was just around the bend

When she was with him
She got these feelings
She started to wonder
She didn't know the meanings

She tried to ignore them
When he would come over
But being with him
Would just make them stronger

She didn't want to believe
That it was a stupid little crush
But truth be told
He made her blush

When he would walk by
And just say hey
That small little word
Made her day

High school came along
And so did his first girlfriend
Why couldn't it be her?
Would the relationship ever end?

Months went by
And her lover grew stronger
She couldn't stand the pain
Of seeing them together, any longer

She knows that she
Is his best friend
But the love she feels
Will never mend

She saw no point
In staying here
She wanted the end
To finally come near

A glass of vodka
And too many pills
She needs to have
A feeling that kills

She sees the light
Its finally done
This nightmare is finished
It was not at all fun

As she looks down upon them
Finding out things she never knew
Like the big one that mattered most
He loved her too