Why? If...

If the words that I write could touch your heart
Tell me would you feel my pain?
If I were to accuse you for us falling apart
Tell me would you take the blame?

If the tears that I cry Were to fall on your shoulder
Would you help me dry my eyes
It feels like you smashed my heart with a boulder
But really I just believed in your lies

I'm tired of ifs ands and buts
I want the honest to God truth not another lie
I'm tired of being stuck in this rut
But most of all I'm tried of wondering why...