Who!

Who is this person standing in the mirror
what does she see
that others just don't agree
shes not pretty nor smart and her life has been
people always breaking her heart
she did drugs,drank and let guys use her for sex
her life has always been complexed
suicide used to be her only option
she used to think why didn't her parents just put her up for adoption
she thought all this is what she deserved
when she used to just sit and observe
then she meet a wonderful guy
who made her felt like she was high in the sky
but then one night when they fought
she sat down in thought
how can this guy love me
she gets down on one knee
and begs to the lord
is this some kind of reward
i am disgusting and no good
when we fight i don't feel like i should
i don't understand
give me a hand
help me to stop feeling so blue and bad
and help me stop making this guy be so mad
help me change and make this work
because i want to be with him forever and always