First Feelings by: Brittani Anderson

His words were only deceiving
Kisses of lies and hate
His love I thought I was receiving
Only until that first date

He took me to the movies and touched me everywhere
I felt very uncomfortable, but telling him to stop I wouldnt dare
When we pulled up to my house he said, Maybe we can go out again.
I really didnt feel the same thought maybe we should be friends.

As the dates went on, I still not liking the feeling.
I fell in love some how and my heart he started killing.
He abused me everywhere all the time and I still didndidn't let go.
He took my virginity and even though I wanted to I still didnt say no.

Still with him its almost been a year now.
And now that im pregnant all he said was goodbye
Now 2 months pregnant now and what am I going to do?
I called this heartbreaker of mine and he said, I dont want to talk to you.

To the abortion clinic I went quick fast and in a hurry
Not wanting to kill my baby but the feeling was very scary
I was only a freshman in high school
People looked at me like What a fool!

Where was he?
He promised hed always be there
Surprised, I tried not to be
Where is he this lost love of mine
He just came to break my heart
And in his terms ,O shell be fine.