Whats my life become today
Just pictures froze for days to come
Were words ring inside my head
And regret feels every empty hole
Today happiness is just a word
And pain isnâ??t filled with hurt
My heart is empty and becoming numb
While Im searching for real love
Ive felt happiness beyond belief
And excitement that makes the heart skip a beat
now its all just a memory in my autobiography
to remind me of the happiness thats nowhere to find
ive experienced pain that kills the soul
that cuts you so deep you dont believe you can recover
where you fall to the ground and your there to stay
its burned in your mind to haunt your dreams
but thats the past and not today
today my hearts completely numb
ive been searching for who it is I really am
all thats left me is dazed and confused
in my heart it keeps telling me
if I just find that passion for someone again
all the pieces will find there stations
and I will finally fill whole again
ive been searching from each sides of the world
the only things Ive yet to find are regrets
of the one I truly could be myself with
today im scared that ill never feel love
