Forgiveness or Not

At the front doorsteps
I stand in the pouring rain
Begging her to let me in
Feeling this utmost pain...

Promising with all my heart
I won't let it happen again
Just listen to me for a bit
Please let me explain...

It was a complete mistake
I'm just a human inside
I know it's all my fault
Don't leave me outside...

Forgiveness is all I ask
Knowing I ruined our romance
We still care for each other
Give me one last chance...

The door opens gently
Looking at me in the eye
Telling me to get lost
Saying her final goodbye...

Dropping down to my knees
As she shuts the door
What a complete fool I am
Hurting the one I most adore...

We had something special
It's been over ten years
Still remembering the moment
Her eyes flooded with tears...