Until im over u

I thought about u today

and made new marks on my arm

how can i love someone

that hurts me so much

i sit here cryin

thinkin of wat we used to be

and u r over there laughing

tellin another gurl u love her

u told me u would be wit me forever

but obviously forever has passed

whenever i see u

i act like im havin the best time of my life

but when i get home

blood begins to fall from my wrists

i never thought i would cut myself

but its the only way i forget bout my broken heart

all because of u

then when im all done

i think about u once again

i jus wish i could get over u

like u got over me

but its jus not that easy for me

cuz i actually loved u

so for now i will continue to make scars on my wrists

until the day i move on to another guy