The Reason Why My Heart Hurt!!!

I have a big problem; I'm going insane
Buts not what you think so let me explain

It's a boy, stuck on my mind
and the reason for this is not hard to find.

All of this started a long time
ago
I had a crush on him and he
didn't know

my feelings went crazy but
my mouth wouldn't speak
and all for the reason my
courage was weak

So many times I want to try
I think he would laugh
So I let it go by

Years passed and I still feel
the same
but he still don't know and I
am to blame

Until one day I decided to build
my self esteem
to go and tell him no matter how
dumb i might seem

To the biggest surprise he
felt the same way too
and I still find it funny
because he never knew

my happiest days are the ones
we spent
the things we did and the places
we went