Through the pain and the tears I DON'T LOVE YOU

I'm trying so hard to get you out of my head, after spending many months trying to make you love me, smiling at you, laughing with you and dreaming of you. I'm giving up and moving on! your not worth the trouble anymore i have no chance ill find someone else this pain is too much i cannot love you anymore. i have no more tears to waste on you.

Ive said this before through the pain and tears while i know you don't love me. ill swear that its true but the next time i see you i change my mind i chase you shamelessly spend all my time trying to find you and make you think I'm cool and at home ill dream of your beautiful face for hours on end and pretend to myself that one-day you'll care

but i swear that wont happen this time Ive completely moved on and i AM over you.