Good-Bye to:Meri Jaan (my life)

There's a confession
I'd like to make...
Because I am true
and not a fake...

but before I do, I want
to tell you, That with all
my heart I love you.

But I'm so weak now
in this realm of love
and I can't carry this
pain too long

Don't get me wrong but,
I'm not the way I was
before I'm not as strong.

The way I feel....
is not the same, because
I'm so tired... and
I dont know who to blame

...But it's quite a shame
how you're starting to feel
for me...
And how I wanna set myself
free...

It hurts me the most
than it'll hurt you,
I know because the feelings
I had were true.

There were always confusing
moments, and mixed signals
past between us

But no matter what, we always
figured out a solution

They've been times
when you wanted me to let
go and I'd always said "No..."

but this time I've thought
about saying good-bye
...or else for life you'll
make me cry...

No matter how much I try
there's always something
that\'s not right
yet nothings wrong either...

It's this distance..
I just cant take anymore
the feelings inside, I
can't no longer store.

Maybe I'll feel alone
My heart might turn
cold...

But remember....

You're the one I wanted
so bad baby...

I can no longer take
this you know... it makes
me go crazy...

This will be hard for
me to tell you,
because I don't
want to break what
we have...

Though it's been so long
I feel like I'm used
to you...

I guess I have realized
I need to move on...
maybe then...

You'll realize
what my love was about
when I'm gone...

To a better place I will go...
where our love will be
everlasting.... Eternal.

I write this to you as I weep
I'll wait for you in heaven...
The pain\'s just too deep

I shall soon just die...
So this is it meri jaan...

Good-bye = (

*Aah.. the ending and some parts
stink! but ah wells.. I have
a crisist.*