Alone

You come to my house
Just to waste time
Never for me
youll never be mine

I now I shouldnt
But I do like you
To you were not even friends
youll never like me to

But I cant help it
No mater what I do
Even thought I try
I can never hate you

You make me feel worthless
When you come around
But I just want you near me
So I dont make a sound

So I count every moment
That you are near me
To saver the time
Until you will see

But I dont tell you
My feelings inside
For then what I have
I will be denied

So when I am alone
I take it all out
On my pale skin
I scream and shout

Why cant you see
That I love you so
No matter what I do
Now I want you to know

I take a look
At my pitiful life
I make my choice
And grab a knife

I make a deep cut
Across my wrist
I scribble a note
While I still exist

In my red blood
He will see
A note to him
That says how I flee

I make it quick
As I slowly die
A simple I love you
And good bye

As the world goes dark
everything starts to disappear
I take my last breath
And face my last fear

I soul slips away
To god knows were
But my heart lays dead
With no one to care

With such a tragic ending
And taking my own life
I cant go to heaven
All because of the knife

So I wonder the earth
With nothing to do
I walk endlessly
Till is see you

With a tear in you eye
Your over my grave
I wish you could see
That now I am safe

You put a note
On the ground
Then like you feel me
You look around

You stand and walk
Away from me
I watch you go
I want to be free

To run to your side
Even if its fake
I want to be with you
Please for my sake

I want to cry
But Im dead
I walk to the note
To see what it said

I love you to
Was all thats there
I think to my self
God he did care

Now Im alone
From my mistake
I wish I could take it back
And I would know it wasnt fake