The one you want you cant have
Love nor life has dealt you a good hand
You sit alone to gently cry
Wondering why you feel this way
Wondering what went wrong
You had him once but he slipped away
Never again to return
Lost, empty, confused and pained
You take out you special toys
You love more than one heart could know
You tell them often but they cant see
Blinded by love blinded by pain
You gently cry and begin the process
The blood drips like the tears from your eyes
The room spins like the first time you kissed
Your breathing intensifies like it did with his first touch
Your eyes close like it did when he whispered in your ear
You can hear him say he misses you
You know its all lies
Youre tired of the lines he fed
But would give anything to hear them again
To tell yourself happy endings and dreams do come true
But alas there is no prince on a white horse
No such thing as a happy ending
And dreams are meant for sleeping
The Room like your heart begins to turn black
You whisper your love one last time
You become tired and allow sleep to come
Love is suicide... This I know
