I tried to run away
Life just can't be the same
I'm tired of waiting for the day when I can leave
I wasted all this time
On what was never mine
I just wish I had the guts to say "I love you"
I find myself instead
Covering it up
With my dreams inside my head
Right now I feel so dumb
I blame my head for thinking it could end up so perfect
Living in a world where it all would go my way
I heard a million hearts beating at the speed of sound
They were calling out, "Come back I miss you"
Instead I try to tie a pillow to my head
I'd rather soak myself in a washing machine
Before I tell the truth to the love of my dreams
I can't live without you if my heart keeps screaming:
"Please wake up 'cause you're not dreaming"
I just wish I could tell you how much that I'm not over..
'Cause every night I hear your voice in my head
I can't stop it if I tried
I wish I didn't cry
Truth is I can't survive
For my entire life
Without you I'll always lose
But my lonely heart is proof
Of how much I can't live without you
