What I need

I stay awake
Wanting to breath
But I only suffercate
You is what I need

Mixed emotions
is what I feel
Life is a commotion
and pain is real.

Dreams are frighting
I'm scared to successed
You Love I'm fighting
Love is what I need

Not wanting to live
Not wanting to die
My heart I give and
your rules I live by

Depression overwhelms you
and cutting doesn't work
I feel so blue
Nothing else is worth

Seeing is believing
That's why I see you
My soul is slowly leaving
And I hope you see me to.