What to do? what to do...
I think I'll slit my wrists
and gaze as the river runs red.
then I'll be happy
for an eternity
spent alone.
I won't have to wait,
or cry myself to sleep,
or count on anyone
and be let down,
or have my heart broken
twice in one day.
what a wonderful way to live.
so,
when my river runs red,
I'll smile,
and think of you
and all the pain you've caused,
but smile even broader
to see you've moved on.
so be happy,
with or without me,
and live your life as it should be.
for my river runs red,
and I am finally happy.
