you were the only father i knew,you were glad to call me your son.we always had fun,no matter what we did i just loved being with you.we went through so much together,and i really miss you.it all seemed so easy when momma was with you.now your gone and mommy's is trying to leave us too.when i need you your gone but in my heart you'll always care on.you taught me so much i feel like i owe you,i wish you were still here because you always found a way through.its been 4yrs since you've been gone,I'm 15yrs old now.i wish you were here to see how Ive grown.i got good grades just like you asked.momma not so well she needs you too,she so depressed with out you.sometimes i feel that she wants to hurt herself cause she's without you,and i dont want to lose her too.thats why i need you